My life in a nutshell “busy”;I`m sure we all can relate. Every time I want to sit down and write, something happens that makes it impossible to complete the task let alone start it. As I type now I am feeding one child and the other is waking from his nap thus, this maybe short. I wanted to touch on the concept of motivation. I am motivated these days to just make it through the day without yelling, being able to use the bathroom without interruption at least once, only changing my clothes once due to bodily fluids (which are not my own), and eventually being able to make it to my bed at the end of the day.
I however would like my motivation to be Christ-like it would probably look more like that if I would get up before the kids do and read the Bible and pray. Realistically that is just not where I am at I sleep until awoken by a little girl who likes to kick and giggle to wake me up to start her off with some milk. When done feeding her a little boy wakes up and cuddles with me until he either wants food or cartoons. Throughout the day I am working on shaping a little boy into a man of faith and meeting the needs of my daughter, all while doing the necessary things around the house plus other projects that are taking place. At the end of the day when the kids do go to bed I selfishly either want to go to bed or watch some pointless tv show to just let my brain and emotions take a break.
Here is my problem I need God and I need Him daily so I am at the point where I know what I need I just need to motivate myself to do it and then the rest of my chaos will fall into place. When I figure it out I will let you know.